Saturday, January 13, 2007
OK Sammy i update,
I'm currently having my Menes, feeling super emo now. But no i will not get over it and will not relax there is no point telling me all these because this is what i am i have all these "hidden" feeling inside i do not express. Maybe i am just telling myself to be happy every time cca ends and go back to my friends and laugh and smile but that is not the point i feel like a loser a pathetic loser with no friends no and i do not mean in a funny way . i think everyone is just thinking " Chelsea the funny one ", "Chelsea the idiot who fools around" no one takes me seriously, no one thinks of me as some one to look up to or even RESPECT and most of all no one appreciates me. maybe is time i stop laugh and fooling around, maybe everyone will get the message. maybe i should just quit cca quit everything i cant carry take it anymore. and maybe if i quit i will not get hurt with the way people treat me and just laugh and play.
I feel happier in class.
